well the whole point of me getting on the computer tonight was to write something.
I got totally sidetracked. I suck.
and on the "I so knew this would happen" front. Yea things have changed. that blows goats, kids. I guess I don't feel as guilty now because it sure as hell isn't my fault. for once. unless I'm doing something I didn't know I was doing.
everything sucks right now in that way that doesn't completely ruin everything is just makes you say "Wow, this sucks."
a distraction would be excellent. oh well. not gonna happen.