I just set up 4 dates in 4 days...... a different boy weds-sun.... how wrong is this? how guilty do I already feel? I don't owe any of them anything, I'm not exclusive with anyone..... yet I still feel guilty. I can't even be an empowered woman correctly.

I already know who is going to drop out first, or who I'll drop kick out. no nickname boy, he's starting to remind me of someone. Someone I don't want to be reminded of.

I'm giving him a chance though.

but the other three it's a tight race.... I'll know more after Sunday.

I should have date scorecards... promptness, appearance, manners.... ect. dear god it could be like an olympic sport!

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2001-08-14 / 11:39 p.m.
dating as an olympic sport