have you ever had anything happen to you that was so sureal you don't even know what to do.
I'm stunned.
horrified.
I can't even cry.
I don't know what to do.
it's hard that someone could hold your hand when you cry when they knew all along what was going on. they in fact lowered the boom on you.
I want to be wrong I want there to be an explaination. I WANT TO BE WRONG. please please let me be wrong. because if I'm not I'll never be able to trust anyone again.
and if I'm not wrong why? what was the gain? I don't understand. what did I do to deserve this?