I felt too raw with that entry sitting on the top so I had to cover it up with something else. I know lame-o. I don't know when people read, if people read I don't want that to be ther first thing they find out about me. so I'll fill in a little funny, a little self depreciation, and then they can go pick at the open wound. (fuck I think I'm Chandler from friends)
it's very strange. I feel like I'm waiting for summer vacation like suddenly it'll be like grade school again. work will just say , "alright, we'll see you in Sept. have a nice summer vacation. here's a reading list." I wish. only I still want to get paid. paid to read books and lay out at the beach (something I don't really do cause well I'm so white I reflect sun off onto other people and I have a deep adversion to swim suits.... I wish I had Becky's confidence in that department.)
anyone know of a job matching that description? bueller? bueller?