it's raining.
I need a nap.
something happened last nght that really bummed me out. (everything is fine with new guy, though it is vaugely related to him)
life is complicated venture. you have to make choices when pursuing your own happiness. and sometimes that sucks.
and sometimes maybe you make the wrong choices. but I just can't see myself being alone for the rest of my life.
I understand what's going on but it doesn't mean I have to like it.