So I think I know why I rush into everything head first, because then I don't have time to think about it.
I have far too much time to think these days... and what am I thinking?
it's not going to work out. I'm still giving it a shot. I just don't have a lot of hope. We're so completely different about how we go about things. on just opposite ends of the rope. Besides, these things don't happen to me...mutal love/lust at first sight, meeting someone I like that can deal with the whole package.... it just doesn't happen.