I spent a lot of yesterday sleeping.
went down to D's hung out we went to her aunt's and had dinner. I love her aunt. Nancy came down we went to see Zoolander. it was funny in that "oh my god, this is stupid" kind of way.
my tummy is all nervous. I may or may not see Ryan tonight and I don't know how it's going to go. orginally I wa sin my stubborn save my pride kind of mindset that I was just gonna dump him before he could dump me. the problem is I really like him. I don't want to dump him but I don't want things to be bad. I don't want to be walked all over. I don't want him to be like veryone else and he's kind of looking that way right now. I don't know we'll see.