valentine's day is a screwed up holiday.
it just is.
I do not like it in the least and yet every year something in me gets a little hopeful.
I had a weird one two years ago where I got a rose and I still to this day don't know who sent it. How very annoying is that?
last year's V day was sucky. the first year I had really had someone for valentine's day and it still didn't go well.
so the question is, am I hopeful this year?
a little.
just a little.