fuck I don't know what to do.
I could cut him loose.
I just have no tolerance. it's not entirely his fault I;m mad at him all the time. yes he does stupid things, but all guys do stupid things. I just don't know why I get so mad. why I get my feelings so hurt. why does everything feel like some sort of rejection. I'm sure he's sick of wondering why I'm always mad at him and sick of feeling like he can't do anything right. and I'm tired of being mad. I'm tired of everything failing.
I should just break it off. just be done with it. it's really what's best.
right?