there are pieces of me I can feel getting harder. I don't like it. Little numb spots.
maybe it's a part of growing up, if so I don't think I want to grow up.
I want to know immediately, not this slow sinking feeling. I don't want to be surprised by own emotions.
I'm already bouncing back, I can feel it. like a super ball you get out of a quarter machine at the grocery store the first time it bounces it goes so hig and each time it hits the ground it's a little closer and a little closer.... until it's just rolling on the ground.
it's time to defy the laws of gravity and just hover.