I just plain don't know what to do.

ugh. I know things are done. I know they are. He's even listed again. After not being for awhile.

I could just click, and see what happens. take that chance of looking like a desperate fool. but if I really wanted to look like a desperate fool I could just pick up the phone.

I know I shouldn't.

I can't, I won't, even though I want to.

I should get an opinion, but I probably will anyway.

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2003-06-13 / 6:57
why make my life more difficult