You get attached to things. I took off my neckalce tonight. the big "hey, I'm Irish necklace." It wasn't off for 10 minutes and I was groping myself looking for it. I guess I mess withit way more than I thought I did.
fuck what am I doing here? replaying the past digging up old dirt?
though I;ve really loved reading journals I haven't read in years.
Elvisload is really dead on. I want to be his friend. Pick his brain. Write a book about him.... or something that requires less effort.