I fell asleep right after that diary entry. I slept until 3 am. when I woke up ina cold sweat because I dreamt I hooked up with Matt at work. Matt is so yucky. he's just. Ewwww. Anyway.
now I'm tired again. maybe if I go back to bed at 5 crash out for a couple of hours and then get up and go to mom's I'll be able to make it through the day.
I checked my old email address today. someone from my dad's house emailed me. I'm afraid to open it. so I didn't. I just logged out. kinda like I logged out of their lives a couple of monthes ago. just another thing to weigh on my mind. yippee.