I crashed last night. Slept for 12 hours for the first time in months.
still kind of down.
I'm tired of waiting for phone calls that never come. Dumb thing is I have opportunities coming out my ears but just like always I find one I like better than the rest and that one doesn't work out. It is my curse.
now I'm just wondering do I give up on him and just let it go?
The great mysteries of life.