ever look at someone and they just terrify you. Not because they are scary but because of all the things they could. All the things they could mean to your life.
I've been looking for that person for a long time. Why? Well so i get get scared and run away form them of course and then pine about why I ran away. Cause I'm kooky like that.
I'm suppose to go to my grandmother's today and to my mom's but I don't want to. I want to go back to bed. I'm just so damn tired. I'm ready to close all the blinds until it's dark and just simply exist.
I hate days where the things going on in my head are better than the things going on outside.