I hate friendster. I do. how horribly depressing and evil and it all is. and yet I waste alot of time there.

this weekend could be the moment of truth. Trady meets the friends. We'll see. he's doing his laying low thing. and I'm in the throwing in the towel mode. again.

I'm waiting for something to happen. That magic thing. not love at first sight but when you see someone and they see you and you both... "Damn, yea, that could happen."

speaking of seeing things. ain't it funny when you see someone in a new light that you hadn't before. it's kind of cool it happened to me. but it was kind of depressing too.

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2003-05-13 / 1:58
ever so impatiently