hmmm so my brain is filled with blue arrows and photo booths.
I want to have an adventure. The kind where you just can't stop smiling.
I need to be out in the sunshine today.
To go somewhere I haven't been before. (In theory, this is a fabulous idea. In real terms maybe not so much. I don't get the panic attacks anymore that I used to when I would go some place by myself that I had never been. Occasionally I would just freak out. find a reason not to go. Sit in my car not being able to breath using an excuse like not being able to find a parking space as the reason to leave. To go back home. Those days are over but I haven't forgotten.)
Hell, I went to a concert by myself recently. people thought I was nuts but it was ok. Asking me why I would want to go alone. why not?
I never wanted to be a coward who needed other people to prop them up. I have no idea why I'm even thinking about this right now.
But the air seems right to go out see something today. Now I just need to figure out what it is I want to see.