head hurts. want lemon cake.

and what the hell do I do about being on the receiving end of this silence? Hello? doesn't he get it. I'm doing the "I'm not emailing you until you ask me what's wrong" thing which he can not do to me at the same time. Besides I'm not the completely unreliable one. That would be him. Is it so much to ask for a guy who has some respect and consideration for me? Obviously so because they all seem to get bent out of shape when I expect that. men can't live with them can't shoot them. It was also seem you can't say you would like to hit them with a shovel either but that is neither here nor there, nor this particular boy either.

lemon cake is on the agenda.

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2001-05-17 / 5:03 p.m.
now what?